A little scared; a lot blessed

In less than 8 weeks I will be holding our sweet baby boy in my arms. I cannot believe it. I am so sccared right now. Surprisingly I'm not overwhelmed about the idea of having another baby in diapers, sleepless nights, and other typical stuff that comes with having a newborn. I'm not scared about labor/delivery. However, I am terrified at the idea that I'm going to be a mommy to two children, both of whom deserve way more attention than I can give them. How in the world am I going to be able to make them both feel completely loved and secure? Thankfully I am not in this alone. First of all, I have a Heavenly Father who gives me strength and guidance...as long as I follow His direction, I cannot go wrong. I also have a husband who is sold out to Christ, and loves me and his children dearly. He does so much around the house and for Addi and me and does it all with a willing and happy heart. I know we will be just fine...I am just emotional right now. That doesn't change how excited and blessed I feel to know that soon I will be holding my son in my arms. And the first time I hold both my babies together, will be so amazing. God has done and continues to do great things in our lives and I am eternally grateful. So I need to stop freaking out...and probably should stop blogging past my bedtime because I am a bit too open on here sometimes. :)